Life Goes On

Dear life,

Now is the 3rd week of April. It means that my student life is going to end soon, very soon. Feelings? Happy + sad + scared + excited + no feeling at all. I don't know how to describe them actually. Of course I'm happy for not going to stay up till late at night doing my assignments anymore, or feel a great pressure + depression because of some annoying person. But... from the deepest of my heart, I know i'm gonna miss all of my days that I used to spent here. 

The truth is, I'm not mentally & physically prepared to work. I'm not ready to be independent all by myself. The phase that I scared to face the real world, lots of challenges. I wonder if I can be tough, I wonder if my future treats me well, I wonder if I could make my parents proud of me.

Well, life goes on, so do I.. May Allah grant me a good life in this world & in the Hereafter.

 Amiin Ya Rabb.

Sincerely,

Eqa Suhayl Aiyub